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Today I am thinking that way: subconscious illusions when she were around. and now still I can find it so delusive. and delusions lead me to hopeless oneself searching for any logical explanation of term. My delusions seemed so truthful for me. I had a feeling that this can be transportable or at least... I had a strage feeling that everything could be spinning around myself to have a word about everything that is delusive. Maybe I should check some quatuum physics facts but I dont think I quite understand em.

Ok, da me nebo kdo postrani gledal, mogoče mam skizofrenio(heh nimam samo zdravila me nardijo nenormalnega, da nepremišljeno pišem, kar pa sorry ni moja krivda, mogoče policajev k so me nasilno spravli pod zdravila) , kamor spadajo glasovi v glavi. Samo tega mi ni noben reku na psihiatriji, diagnoza; glasovi v glavi. Tja sem pršu po neumnosti, vendar so me mogli nekak obravnavat... Radovednost me je pripeljala do tega, ko sm prvič mel občutek, da spremljam občutke nekoga drugega. Pred tem nisem imel nobenih simtomov od shi. Ker sem na tem forumu edini, ki si upam pisat o tem, sem najdu še eno izjavo na netu glede tega; Am I out of the mainstream here? I have voices in my head all the time. In 50-odd years, I've exceled in my job, raised a family, established a consulting firm dealing with companies, and enjoyed high social popularity. I've never been diagnosed bi-polar, schizophrenic, manic-depressive, or the myriad other labels tossed around. Some of the voices in my head are my own, some are other people I know, and a few that I don't know. The purpose of the voices range from simple conscience to self-debate to further understand my own viewpoint on many things. I would say that none of those voices has ever told me to do things counter to my convictions, but in fact, they have. Like the guy who cut me off in traffic. A voice in my head says, "I oughta run you off the road and kick your ...!" But my convictions have prevailed. Had they not, the problem would not have been the voices in my head, but my own strength of character. I'm not trivializing the problems faced by people who are diagnosed with the disorders mentioned above. I just find it condescendingly presumptuous of those who purport to be helping them by stigmatizing them with 'protections' of Political Correctness (or Moral Correctness, if you choose). Posted by: Mike from Dallas | May 23, 2007 6:50 PM Moj komentar: I have voices in the head too. A little uninsult voice from one girl shows me promises something in the future. But I have been diagnosed as "voices in the head" maybe just for "Moral Correctness" as Mike said. Many thanks for your comment I dont find this voices telling me something counter to my convictions too. Sometimes were pretty annoying to deal with all but that was maybe my wish coz of huge ammounts of lonelyness Še en komentar: I see a psychologist as part of the treatment plan for chronic pain, and according to her, and her predecessor (who retired), I'm reasonably "normal" -- no mental illness or personality disorders, no depression. My only disability is my pain. When I talk to myself, I hear voices in my head, and when other people are doing nasty or stupid things, I sometimes call them names in my head. That's one way that some people deal with stupidity and rudeness in the real world without getting themselves hurt. When I see exceptionally nice looking men, I call them other names in my head. Posted by: Lauren, WA | May 19, 2007 12:56 AM Go America

OK bom pa v to temo pisal, drugod me samo neumno gledajo, kaj šele, da bi kdo debatiral z mano.... Čist primerna tema zame torej... Moj dan zgleda takole: woke up, another morning, away from my dreams, defearing feeling.... sitting doing notthing, drinking coffee. I will do a little cutting now I can feel again... but not for long I guess I have to do it again.... oh I dont like all the blood, I just wanna feel Im listening bulletformyvalentine emo punkrock band now. Heaven where is my angeeel I need her nooow lalala Se slišmo še kej zdej se bom držal te teme, ker res....

http://www.starchild.co.za/crisis.html Hvala kuvrtat za OS. Ja morm ti povedat, da nimam več občutka za glasove. S tem je tud moja domišljija uplahnela, ni več nobenih nepričakovanih idej in dogodkov v moji glavi. Noben več mi ne pametuje po glavi. Ostal sm sam. Imam pa občutek, da smo si nekak nehali težit s krogom ljudi, za katere sm mislu, da smo nekako telepatsko povezani. Mogoče smo se vsi umirili, ker jst osebno sm že finančno v globokem minusu in se je mal za zamislt. Tud drugi imajo svoje cilje, zato več ne kopljemo tako globoko. Po forumu sem pa pisal na močnih pomirjevalih in antidepresivih, zato je admin izbrisal temo na mojo željo v kateri sem pisal o intimnih občutkih. Sem pa vsaj sedaj bližje odgovoru, zakaj se gre, vsaj nekaj. Sem v depresiji, citiram; The best advice I can give is to be accepting of the process and do not resist. My own transition has been going on for nearly 18 months. I found that the key was acceptance Upam, da čimprej mine vse skupej, vleče se mi pa že 10 mesecev. Finally - Celebrate your transition. You are becoming a Galactic human, the next step in human evolution! You are entering into your birthright. To me pa res zanima, kako bo, ko bo končan ves ta proces. Upam, da se bom spet dobro počutil, kot sem se pred vsem tem

Jst mam izkušnje nisem pa vedu da se to imenuje mutual dreaming. So izkušnje, ki tudi v realnosti potrdijo, da druga oseba sanja isto. Hvala za informacije

En komad od NOFX Jesus Christ will resurrect He's got his BMI royalty to collect He's not the white fragile hippie He looks and acts more like an indignant ICE-T Jesus Christ is coming back He wants to kick Mel Gibson's ass Superstar, The Passion of He wants his money, not your love He's been kickin' 2000 years He's fixed a lot of sports and drank a million beers Some ecstasy, a thin white line He says designer drugs beat the hell out of wine Jesus Christ on vacation Spreading mass sacreligion "Sex and drugs, we abstain" He thinks Christians are insane They don't know love, they know fear and moral hauteur Scare tactics I never taught "If you're gonna look to me, better get rose colored shades, Cuz what you see is what you get"

Da ščijem vsem v usta

Jst se tud poščijem na vse naokoli

sanjal sem da delam samomor